ENVY and LONGING :'(

Selos ako sa mga friends kong may lovelife.. taz sa akin pa nila kino-confide feelings nila.. :’( ouch nmn un dre! hnd nmn sa bitter ako o anuman.. i just wanna know what it feels like to be in love once again.. feeling it flow throughout your body.. ung feeling na may pinapahalagahan ka.. yung tipong ayaw mo syang mawala sau.. gusto ko ng gnon eh.. kahit hnd na niya i-reciprocate feelings ko.. kahit one-sided lng okay na skin.. masakit man o desperada man pakinggan… i just wanna know what love is all over again before it hit me off-guard the next time i fall.. :’(

pwd bang ako rin? pwd ako rin naman sana meron? :’(

pero siguro it’s not yet time for me to feel it.. maybe i need to set my priorities first.. ia harta ia man tamen del grade six pati high school! :D

pero hindi eh.. i just feel so.. empty.. like there’s something missing within me.. like a hole waiting to be filled up with something.. or someone.. epekto kasi ‘to ng pagbabasa ng maraming romantic novels eh! dagdagan pa ng mga stories sa wattpad! ian tuloy, i made myself long for love.. haaaaiiisst.. anubeyen!! kalerki oi! i find myself in love with the idea of love! haynaku! kalerki jud oi! gustung-gusto mainlove tapos kung masaktan nmn hihilingin na sana hindi na lang nagmamahal! na unsa naman ku oi? nabuengs nah!

humahaba nmn ‘to dre! plano ko mag-stat lng sa facebook bakit prang nobela na ang paroroonan nito? WHAT MAN? anu-ano nlng pumapasok sa isip ko!! >___<

GUSTO KO LANG NAMAN MA-INLOVE ULIT EH. >o< PERIOD.

Crush ko siya! wahaha :D

hmm.. it all started like this..

it was Ash Wednesday when i first saw him. he was a just a friend of my friends who happens to be on a vacation from school because of having no class for 2 or 3 days in particular i guess.. i don't know..(-.-)?

we were in the school cafeteria that time when my friend told us that a friend of hers (who happens to be her HS classmate and Alumnus of the university HS) came home and visited the school... and while we're talking, in came the guy of the talk.. i haven't felt it yet at first.. for all i saw was his back! (sexy back! :D)

but when that moment came, when i turned around and had a good look at him, shootness dude! he, too, was looking at our group! who wouldn't when obviously a group of girls are talking about you and a member of that group happens to be your friend! wahaha :D i was mesmerized by his eyes.. i really love those pair! *o* it glistens like shining shimmering splendid!!! for a fraction of a second i was captivated by those oh-so-wonderful pair! *o* but of course i looked away! wahaha :D masama baya tumitig sa tao ng matagal! it's rude to look, i mean, STARE at people! wahaha :D but i love that moment! that was when i realized "crush ko siya! wahaha :D"